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17 July 2020 @ 05:32 am

Some stuff:

My journal is kind of semi friends only.
The most fandom-related squeeing is public but everything remotely personal is f-locked. My journal is like 90% english, 10% german.
Friending policy: Feel free to friend me anytime, but most likely I'll only friend back if I know you at least a little bit. If you think we should totally get to know each other because we seem to be twins separated at birth (or something) please drop me a comment and let me know. ;)

Important things to know about me: I don't discriminate between hetero, slash and femslash. I don't get the difference and I hope I'll never will. ;) I also love gen. Gen is the bestest best thing ever. Friendship-fics and siblings-fics make me incredibly happy.
And I don't bash. Never.
So my lj is a bashing-free-zone and I hope it's going stay that way.

Things I like: fanfics, books, tv shows, hurt/comfort (guilty pleasure), pretty girls, brains (god, neuroanatomy makes me so happy), boobs, psychology, history, religion, people, animals, talking, sunshine, chocolate
Things I hate: wank, character bashing, intolerance, misogyny, racism

Favorite Fandoms:  Tumbling, Teen Wolf, DC and Marvel mainly (also Doramas recently)
Current Mood: amusedamused
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10 January 2015 @ 04:30 pm
Oh man, sometimes I'm SO FUCKING DONE WITH THIS FANDOM, I SWEAR. x_____x

If I see ONE MORE POST using Sciles or Allison or Lydia to preach Malia-hate I'm going to cut someone.
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28 April 2014 @ 07:31 pm
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30 March 2014 @ 02:16 pm
Made some icons for a challenge @ beacon_hills

10 themes
hero | villain | human | supernatural | female

male | beginning | end | defeat | triumph

1 episode

3x18 "Riddled" (I made one more, because I couldn't decide)

artist's choice

Feel free to use them - just maybe give credit if you do. =)
Current Mood: creativecreative
Current Music: Mourning Ritual - "Bad Moon Rising"
Live like you mean it and love til you feel it
18 March 2014 @ 10:31 am
You can't even beginn to guess how hard I find it to be at work right now ...
I've spent the last few hours crying, trying not to cry, and telling people there's "something in my eye(s)".
I'm not sure how I'm supposed to get any work done, but obviously "I have Teen Wolf" is not going to cut it.

Please don't talk to me about what happened, because I seriously can't.
Maybe in a few days or in a few weeks. Or maybe never.

Anything else is fine though. (Just not ... that.)

How's the weather? What are you doing today?
Did anybody watch the Veronica Mars movie yet? I need to talk about it - even though I'm not finished yet (so no spoilers about the murderer - I'm still not sure who did it).
Did anybody else see the way Scott was holding Stiles hand, because I sure did.
Current Mood: distresseddistressed
Live like you mean it and love til you feel it
I met with maddle yesterday which was nice and actually made me feel better about some stuff. Like, it DOES help to realize growing up is hard for everybody and we all have the same shit to deal with, like "how do I pay rent" "oh my god my insurance fees are killing me" and all the financial commitments and they get more and more with every year.
Life has gotten so fucking expensive and sometimes it scares me shitless that I'm all on my own in this. Like nobody else is paying for me, neither a partner or the state or my mum, it's my earnings or nothing and it frightens me. Because sometimes shit happens and I have to pay for really expensive stuff and everytime I'm like "shit! shit! I don't have that money" and I scramble, and in the end somehow it works but it gives me a heart attack every time.

Writing is not happening at the moment. It's part depression and anxiety that keep me from doing much of anything and it's the workload at the hospital that adds to my depression because it makes me feel even more tired all the time. It's like an endless circle of tiredness.
And I keep thinking about reducing it, because I can't go on like this anymore - but it scares me shitless because of said financial commitments I have and that keep growing and growing.
Sometimes I feel like I'm standing in a room full of people and scream and scream and nobody listens. Not even my friends.
I should probably just get over myself. I try. It's not working so far.

Aside from life (which is sucky at best) - Teen Wolf is like my oasis. I try not to think about much else but TW, because everything else makes me want to cry (even more XD).
If you have any h/c recs, especially about s3b I would eat them up with a spoon. I need aftermath comfort galore and all the pack!feels. I'm totally on board for Sciles, Sterek and Scydia (and honestly, everything with Malia, because I adore Shelley Hennig). ;-) So gimme, gimme, gimme please?
Current Mood: scaredscared
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30 January 2014 @ 09:11 pm
GUYS ! GUYS !!! IT'S A THING NOW !!! seraphina_snape did it !!
Live like you mean it and love til you feel it
14 January 2014 @ 10:26 am
My sexuality: Allison Argent wearing pretty dresses, handling huge guns and talking french. I'm so done.

Spoilers for Teen Wolf 3x14Collapse )
Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: The frantic beat of my heart