Live like you mean it and love til you feel it (rei17) wrote,
Live like you mean it and love til you feel it

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Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened

So I haven't really posted as much as I meant to during the last few months. I try to be better, I promise. :)
But reallife really kicked my ass during december and I'm still recovering from that. My grandfather had a stroke and is now at the clinic I work which is nice but also stressful for me, because I feel like I have to spend every tiny break I have to take care of stuff for him. Also the whole planning what to do afterwards, what to do with his car, with his apartment etc. is really hard and I hate it, but I don't want my mom to have to do it on her own. :-/
My brother flies to Korea tonight and as always I worry when he's so far away. Life is so stressful for my anxiety lately. x_x It's no fun.
My gf is looking for an apartment near me, which is awesome, but also stressful, because it's SO HARD to find something (affordable). So keep you fingers crossed for us, yeah?

How are you all doing? Still alive and kicking? Any New Year's resolutions anybody? =)
I love this stuff, so I made some of my own:

New Year's resolutions.
Go to bed at a reasonable time
Excercise more (at least 2x a week)
Write more regularly and actually finish stuff
Read more books
Have an internet-free evening per week
Do more online courses

Random Quote:
“Has anyone noticed this whole city is looking for us, mad at us, or wants to kill us?"
"So?" said Kaz.
"Well, usually it's just half the city.”

"Crooked Kingdom" by Leigh Bardugo (which is so so so good - 10/10 would recommend)

Random Music Video rec:
Vesper Lynd was the best thing that ever happened to the James Bond franchise (okay, next to Judy Dench) and I love love love her and her messed up relationship to James SO much, you guys, you don't even know. So have a music video that I really adore about these two and that really captures everything sad and beautiful and fucked up about these two. ♥ Also I'm a huge music video junkie and I feel like making some random rec thingie every week or something? Thoughts anyone?
Tags: about me, alltag, anxiety, music video rec, new years resolution
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